Listen to my heart, can you hear it sing, tellin me to give you everything.

I have this nasty habit of becoming severely attached to young men, who are in no way good for me. Or that I have zero chance of attaining their affection. Always one or the other.
Always resulting in a lot of thinking.
Always causing several questions to arise.
For those of you just tuning in, the young man I am specifically referencing is mentioned here:We're headin for a heartbreak
For the rest of you, he is indeed the one I have mentioned several times in the past week.
Yes, you have my permission to tell me how truly pathetic I am.
You'd think after 4 months of virtually everything going against my favor, I would know better than to still feel this way towards him.
But no.
That would make things too easy now wouldn't it.
Everything has to be done the hard way.
Keep marchin on
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in other news, Melanie told me that I'm one of her best workers!
Heck. Freaking. Yes.