i spoke too soon.

i need you all to understand that there's a reason you see so much negativity flowing through these keys and onto your screen.

it's incredibly easy for me to talk on and on about all of the bad in my life,

mostly because for a long time, bad was all i had to talk about.

i got so used to it, that telling anyone about the good things was more than difficult and extremely uncomfortable.

one day, telling those around me about the good in my life will come as naturally as telling them about the bad.

but for now, i cherish the good, and keep it to myself.

because i'd rather share these experiences when i've found the words beautiful enough to justify them.

know this.

i work too much, but it's alright.

i cry sometimes because i'm so tired, but it's alright.

i don't see most of my friends half as often as i should, but it's alright.

& then.

i live with my best friend, and that's alright.

i'm falling in love, and that's alright.

i feel alive.

and that is all right.