I am literally more sad right now than I ever have been.

Not broken hearted, not depressed.

Sad.

I'm lost, and confused, and everyone keeps telling me I'm wrong.

I want to listen to my heart and my instincts at the same time.

 I was told today that I need to get my shit together, or I can't come back to work.

I don't know what he meant by that, and what I'll have to say in order to get my job back.
That job is my life.
I literally have nothing else.

Maybe this needs to happen, maybe I should move on.
But the fact is, I'm getting kicked out in two weeks, and now I have no income.
I only wish someone could tell me what's going to happen.
I need to know that the end will be a good one.