3.19.2012

Adult.

Yesterday was my birthday, & I turned 18.
I honestly don't feel any different.
Not that I was expecting to really.

Yesterday was the day I moved out of my house.
I honestly don't feel any different.
But I really was expecting to.

My grandmother asked me what the best part of the last year was for me.
I didn't have an answer.
So, I smiled and said, "summer, I guess"

I just spent 40 dollars on groceries, like bread, cheese, milk, eggs.
That must mean I'm grown up now.
Right?

I've been thinking a lot. About everything, you know.
Who am I, really? What made me this way?
Why do I do the things I do?

Angela compiled all of our notes from over the years.
I thought I'd changed more.
Turns out I'm more the same than I thought.

Here's to a new start.
I have to prove someone wrong.
I need to prove everyone wrong.

2 comments:

  1. I think we always think we are changing more than we actually are.

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  2. you are so brave. it's completely unbelievable.

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