This post has two purposes.
1: my total post count is at 180, & I just can't leave it at a nice even number like that..
2: I can't get this ridiculous notion of love out of my head (insert pelvic thrust here(kudos to those of you who get that reference)(it was moulin rouge by the way))
It's as simple as this: I simply cannot get this boy out of my head.
This is not an obsession, or an infatuation, not like I usually am with young men who have tickled my fancy.
He's just always there, in the back of my mind.
Constantly reminding me of how good he made me feel. About myself, and just in general.
It was strange & extremely refreshing to know someone who viewed the world in a manner almost identical to my own.
I can't help but miss him.
We don't even speak to eachother anymore.
The most horrifying aspect of it all is constantly wondering whether it could have lasted, and if it should have.
Guess I'll never know.
Here's to being in love.
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