A care would be so nice to have once in a while

Do you ever just get sick of yourself?
I know I do.
I need to change.. I don't know how, or what.
Just that it needs to happen.
Okay that's a lie.
I do know what I want to change... Basically eeverything.
My hair. My clothes..
Well really I guess that's it.
So not everything.
Just a big part of everything.
But here's the catch. I hate attention regarding my looks.
It's SO so annoying. Especially when it's something uber obvious, like cutting seven inches off of your hair.
"Cami!! Did you cut your hair??"
Umm. Nope.. No I didn't. It was like that when I woke up.
Good grief people! Be intelligent please.
And what I am wanting to do with my hair, would undoubtedly bring such attention.
Which is exactly what I don't want.
So, I've decided to wait until the school year is over to do anything drastic.
10 days left.
I can do this.
Also, I would just like to know why good looking clothing is so expensive.
It's not exactly fair.
But again, come summer, things will be easier for me.
Hello 40 hour weeks! You will make my paycheck look ever so nice :)
Frankly I'm excited for the summer months for several reasons.
Green grass, picnics, tanning, swimming, working, no homework, no grades, I have three months to be myself.
No working the system, no playing the game, no pleasing the man.
Just  me being me, spending time with the people I love, doing the things that I love.
It's gonna be a good one.