No, none of it's true, cause I never knew

I can't believe this.
I can't believe me.
I can't believe that, even after all that hatred towards you, I still feel this way.

I can't believe my heart, the way it flutters when I'm around you.
I can't believe my brain, lettin me think that this is okay.
I can't believe you.
I can't believe that there is someone who is as completely perfect, yet unmistakebly as imperfect as you.
I can't believe I have let you captivate me like this.
I can't believe that I hang on your every word.
I can't believe that I do everything I do, just in hopes that you'll talk to me just a little longer.

I can't believe how jealous I get when you're with her.
I can't believe that you'll never see me as anything more.
I can't believe I ruined everything, so long ago.
I can't believe that you're everything that I want.
I can't believe how much I really think about you.
I can't believe I've let myself get so attached.

I can't believe I love you.
That would be silly.
You can't fall in love with someone who causes so much pain.. 
Can you?