Also CaLea inspired me.. Unlike her, I was not Lip-raped.. although I have been, several times.. but that's irrelevant.
Haha so there was this boy, Nate Crosland, and he and I had the typical "Jr High Relationship". We rarely ever saw eachother, and when we did, it was extremely awkward. To the max. However, when we texted each other, nothin seemed easier. Ya know the story, right? Anyways.
We had been goin strong for almost 9 months I think, I couldn't be happier with the boy :) Yea sure, he was a little weird.. but I couldn't help but think I was in love with him. He was older than me, I could beat him at video games, and he listened to my stupid ramblings.
The first time that he found out my full name was Cambria, he about flipped a lid! :) He thought it was the coolest thing since sliced bread :) From that point on, he was the only one allowed to call me by it... oooh Kevin had some fun with that! Anyways, we had been "together" for a lonng long time by about March of 2009, and we teased about how I couldn't kiss him because I had the dreaded disease of mononucleosis. Yes, I had contracted it towards the beginning of my 9th grade year. It sucked. Also, I had promised his best friend Braxton, back in like November, that I would kiss him the next time I saw him.. I broke that promise once..
Anyways, as usual, I was grounded (being grounded is a normal thing for me during the school year) My birthday had been a couple of weeks back, and one day he said he still needed to give me my present, and asked if he could come get me or somethin.. Being passed 10:00 at night, along with me being grounded, there was no WAY my mother would have said yes.. BUT I missed him sooo very much, so I told him "yessss you may come fetch me! :) i'll find a way out"
Being a desperate teenage girl, wanting nothing more than to see her lover, I indeed found a way out.
Through my window. :)
I'm pro.
You do not understand how psyched out I was for this moment!!! I hadn't seen this young man in over 3 months! Me, being myself, I was wearing sweats, hadn't done my hair or makeup that day [it was a weekend, I didn't care] I waited patiently at the side of my house for the low rumblings of his family's old sedan. Every time I saw a new pair of lights in the distance, my stomach turned. I was neerrvvouuss! The oh so familiar butterflies were practically leaping out of me! Finally, after what seemed like a jillion years, he texted me saying he was almost there. My heart started pounding. What if he saw me and decided he didn't like me anymore! What if I decided I didn't like him?! A million questions like this raced through my mind. I could barely stand the tension..
Then, his little white car pulled up to the side of the road... I literally flew over the fence. I couldn't get to that car fast enough!
I jumped into the passenger seat of the car, feeling alive and free, asking anxiously "where we goin thunder??" (he and I had a thing for quoting comedians in everyday conversation) He simply replied, "a park" with a grin on his face.
Did I mention it was raining? oh.. nope. well. It was raining :)
Back to the story, about a half mile away from my house, there's this awesome park. Perfect for ice-blocking in the summer, and GREAT for sledding in the winter. It has two playgrounds, one for little kids, and one for big kids. I love them both.
Soo we get out of the car and I start skipping around, playing in the puddles and stuff, then it starts POURING so, laughing, we run back to his car.
Sliding into the back seat, he put his arms around me, (silly me I brought no jacket). We just sat there for a while, then suddenly he whispered in my ear "do you remember that promise you made Braxton?"
I giggled :) "how could I forget??"
He got a little tense, and paused a moment before he asked "how did it go?" I could hear the nervous smile on his face..
I blushed... "well sir, I think you should remind me..."
Another pause..
I felt his hand slide under my chin, turning my face towards his, then he gently pressed his lips against mine...
:) :)
What happened after that is classified, and will forever be the best night of my life.
On the way home, the song Beautiful by Akon came on the radio, and he about died of happiness :)
I'm not even gonna sugar coat it. My first kiss, in my mind, was p.e.r.f.e.c.t.
No regrets.
Nathan Crosland
**I told you he was weird
this is adorable...the end
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