today i came home from school, all excited cause i'm getting kind of caught in school. i could tell it was one of those days that i was gonna be REALLY productive :) i was totally pumped had a ton of energy, i started cleaning my room, then i found something i wanted to show my mom... i ran upstairs, super excited to show her.. the second i come in, she starts checking my grades... yes i'm still failing most of my classes.. but she didn't have to get all pissed off. she FREAKED out and was like 'you cant use your laptop anymore for homework, cause from the looks of it all you need is a word processor. You're grounded from any social activities except work until you get this fixed' um mom? yea teachers do like 75% of their assignments online. i CAN'T fix it unless i have the computer. she thinks i waste all my time on here. so i decided to do all my non computer related homework today, which took me like 2 hours. stupid math homework.. anyways, then i decided to take a nap.. when i came upstairs she's like "cami, i want you to stay upstairs for the rest of the night, you've had way too much alone time lately"
what the fuuhh?! what is that even supposed to mean?! i don't know brov. i'm so confused.
anyways. i don't think i'm allowed to go to my Christmas party for work now. but i'm pretty sure my mom would have found any reason to not let me go, as its on sunday and all.
I'm afraid to ask her to do anything anymore. i never know if i've done something wrong to her. there's always something... no matter how hard i try. there's always someone i'm not good enough for.
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